Anger
Anger is a very complex emotion and is behind most cancer cases and a lot of addictions. 🚩 The chemicals that anger creates in one's body are very damaging. Anger can practically kill you so what people need to recognise is they have a choice to make. They have to consciously choose which cocktail they are going to take in this "bar" we call Earth. People need to understand the anger they have and all other types of anger so they can learn to detach themselves from this harmful substance because
all that anger is - is anger towards the self...
🚩 Anger is one of the largest sections on the emotional wheel. Here are all the other emotions and sub-emotions or in better words illusions that exist on the outer wheel but all belong to one core emotion which is Anger,,, So, for example: someone who is jealous is often also insecure and actually feels threatened but in the core is being angry... I included the emotional cocktail wheel down below so you can check with yourself. What is not in the picture is: underneath anger, fear & sadness is always Trauma and underneath trauma is a LACK…
Hurt - devasted, embarrassed
Threatened - insecure, jealous
Hateful - violated, resentful
Mad - enraged, furious
Aggressive - provoked, hostile
Frustrated - infuriated, irritated
Distant - withdrawn, suspicious
Critical - sceptical, sarcastic
Disgust - is a separate group but ultimately it can be put into the anger section because people who show disgust are often angry too so I am including it here
Disapproval (*often Rejected)- judgemental, loathing
Disappointed (*rejected & have expectations) - repugnant, revolted
Awful - revulsion, detestable
Avoidance - aversion hesitant
👁🗨 All anger is anger towards self & having expectations of how things should look like, not accepting the journey or trying to control things and judging the challenges. Here are some types of anger that I have been seeing in people…
anger towards parents - not accepting your soul’s journey, not accepting life with the challenges, and the difficulties that it often comes with
anger towards ancestors - pissed off that you have it difficult, that you inherited some of the challenging stuff that you keep looping but ultimately you are angry with yourself that you didn’t choose different parents for example or that you don’t know how to get out of the inherited loops - I call this conditioned DNA
anger towards mate - is anger towards self that you are still where you are, stuck with a person you don't want to be with or playing victim not recognising that the relationships and the challenges serve you
anger towards the circumstance is anger towards self again, feeling stuck in the circumstance - making it wrong and not acknowledging that it has a right to exist and not realising that it must serve you - circumstance doesn't matter, what matters is what you do about it and if you are able to accept the challenge and walk through it with grace…
anger towards your own child - children are contracts, they are trauma catalysts, so if you are angry with your child this needs to be examined because there is a lot to it
anger towards gender - well that is clear I think, this is anger towards one of the parents - disguised, also disowning either male or female aspects of oneself and going against that part
anger towards your own guides - pissed off - not getting help the way you expect even though you always get the help, this is more of not accepting the challenges and having expectations how the help should look like, often not understanding the role of our guides
We have a choice, always... so how you handle anger is your choice. You have to first realise that you actually always have a choice and the chemistry you create within you is your own making. Nobody is doing anything to you.
Remember: others and what you have been having going on in your own reality is your own making - your reality and the people in it are a reflection of you and what you have been having going on vibrationally. You are most likely reprinting over and over into your own reality bubble some old pattern that keeps showing up in people you meet or challenges that have a similar frequency…
The best thing you can do for yourself is to go beyond the Trauma and deal straight with Lack… First with a lack of understanding of how this reality works - do yourself a favour and study.
Straight to the point
Now, anger towards parents is easy to fix. It is way easier than you think - you just need to make peace with that experience and understand how this reality really works, you must release the past, stop recalling it and reprinting it over and over into your own hologram, into your reality…
🚩 All You need to know is that before you incarnated you choose your parents, your country, your culture and also all the struggles, the set of challenges or a theme you will be exploring in this lifetime so once you know this you are practically done with your trauma and anger. You still might be experiencing sadness from time to time, fear and insecurities if your trauma was even a physical abuse it will be challenging to build yourself up but you don’t need to forgive anyone nor play the victim,,, There are so many great people that overcame some serious set of challenges and they are shining bright so suffering is truly nothing but your own lack of understanding how things work in this realm and what is all of this human journey about…
👁🗨All you need to do is understand the past, integrate that experience and choose something else, that’s it. Understanding the past is a process and you will most likely have to revisit a lot of your past trauma. It doesn’t happen overnight so educating yourself on the theme of trauma is a good first step. Let a good Vedic astrologer examine your natal chart is another great way how to understand your past. For example, I found everything in my own natal chart, everything… All my past is there, it’s a great map…
Understand the growth - from the non-physical perspective. The larger part of you is non-physical! You are never alone and the greater part of you is always with you, it knows all the answers to all of your questions and it has the solutions so all you need to do is to make sure you constantly communicate with it. You will always have challenges - you are practically always setting yourself up for something because through challenges you grow. There is no growth without a challenge… Not in this realm - Earth is a planet of polarity, the negative will be always there so it is up to you to choose what you prefer.
I often asked myself what the heck I was thinking to choose to suffer for 44 years physically and emotionally - well my soul thought it would be great to have such a vast experience because it adds so much to the soul’s growth like no other experience in the entire universe. Think about it - if you leave this body and show up on the other side this human experience you had will add at least 50% to your personal soul’s growth. You will most likely teach other civilisations that are less evolved what it means to feel anger or be abused, they will say: “Wow, you were on Earth? and you say: “yeah”, and they say: “Is it true that they kill each other and they don’t use telepathy?”
You see if everyone knew that he or she is in a hologram and how to play this game, the game would be very different. Most people are unconscious, but this is changing rapidly.
Anger towards parents - first, they were unconscious, their parents were also unconscious, parents of their parents were also unconscious and all of them were traumatised and harvested. We live and they lived in a toxic society so what do you expect, it’s a miracle that we survived… You see a lot of you who are 40-plus years have it very difficult, the young guys that are conscious have it all figured out, they don’t have so much conditioning, and the generation of Starseeds that are between 20-30 that is awake is sailing this realm often with ease. I am 45 this year and I crawl from the challenge to the challenge, someone who is just 8 years younger than me is parenting 2 kids, teaching yoga and having all the finances figured out is having it often easier… We all have different journeys and different sets of genetics that add to this cocktail we call life…
Having kids is very unconscious. Some people need at least 3 to finally start seeing their own trauma and get conscious, that was not really the case with our parents,,, They were young, immature and traumatised and definitely not awake so you were born into crazy conditions to break out off - a lot of you are clearing the generational trauma so it’s the hardest job ever…
🚩Kids are contracts that you made in the non-physical to make sure you wake yourself up down here - so to speak… It didn’t work much in the past though. Kids are here to teach you a lesson, they come here as a catalyst for you to deal with your own trauma, which will show up for you in each stage of how they grow, it will be staring at your face. And this is not something that is optional anymore, everyone is going to be pushed to face their own trauma no matter what because we are closing this realm down and Humanity is going to the next level. So we have to retrieve and save our own consciousness so we can leave as whole as possible…
The new kids born after 2012 have a very different frequency - they were born already into new energy that Earth is holding so it is way more challenging to be a parent - it’s a full-time job… The parents need to recognise that the new kids are different and have different needs and will not live in the old outdated ideologies and education from the past… That adds to the challenges we have already so no wonder that many of us are tired like crazy… Give yourself a good pat on the back because you are doing a great job…
P.S. Earth is going interstellar and It started in 2019 so… a lot of things changed…
From the 17th of June 2023, a New template was uploaded to this realm so the game is going to take a new twist…
🚩 If you want to explore more of that topic, or another kind of psychological stuff here is a great page to go to while doing shadow work on yourself, I have been often browsing some issues that I have been going through on - Psychology Today, where you can familiarise yourself with some of the psychology. Keep in mind what I told you about the contracts we have with each other and the choices you made on the soul level from the other side, the non-physical side… Because that in my perspective and also experience is the only way how to really move forward - to understand it on the soul level…