Moving Forward
I help people navigate their Spiritual Awakening, I help them to shift from their current states of mind & vicious thought loops. I am a big advocate of Shadow Work, Mechanics of Ascension, Energy Work, a Clean Diet, Kriya Yoga, Creative Expression, Sound, Writing & Being your own GURU.
You came here to empower yourself…
About Me
My assignment in this lifetime is to "Uncover, Illuminate, Address and Shift..."
I had a spontaneous Kundalini awakening in early 2017 when my daughter was 15 months old. Becoming pregnant turned out to be a catalyst for my Spiritual Awakening and when my daughter was born the demand of parenting, endless maintenance and the disconnection from oneself and source threw me at the bottom of a very dark pit. When the Kundalini woke up my entire world was dismantled and I became a stranger in my own house. My journey of "awakening" began.
“I was activated”…
Kundalini Awakening is no doubt an experience so profound that forever changes who you are or have been… I absolutely understand that I designed the whole thing that way before I chose to incarnate here on planet Earth. *I have memories about the contracts I made before I dropped into this incarnation and more information about my journey is coming in daily…
2017 was a profound year when Andromedan, Arcturian & Orion frequencies were seeded or activated on the planet, so a lot of Starseeds got activated that late. Those from Sirius and Pleiadean got activated earlier…
My Earthly Background:
I chose to incarnate into very complex family dynamics with dysfunctional relationships to become a master in recognition of different states of consciousness and deeply understand human behaviour and the mysteries of life. - *That is the fancy way of putting it ...
My Star Origins:
I am something they called Starseed. A type of soul that is more advanced but this is more about the DNA. Not about hierarchy, we are in groups. I am a soul that incarnated directly from another star system and a lot of us are on a rescue mission - because a lot of Starseeds got lost here. Our greater part is non-physical and I am aware of the fact that I am “Extraterrestrial incarnated” and this is my first incarnation as a human but I was present in the first and second seeding of this planet for sure. If I understood it well. This story keeps unfolding for me at its own speed bit by bit.
I was assigned to come here specifically for this "SHIFT" that Humanity is going through right now to help Earth raise her vibration and assist Humanity in this Shift of Human Consciousness from 3D or the Harmonic universe 1. Because I had a good chance that I would not get lost in the soup… Starseeds are not designed to live in the old world but to shape and create a new one. Often the DNA is crossed with E.T. Races and other hybrids are created that are here in this incarnation to experience extremes and distortions but also the end of this craziness we call life on Earth. That’s why a lot of us are having such a problem being here. (*You will find a lot of information for Starseeds in the Resources Section)
My Mission:
“I am a Conduit, Spiritual Intuitive, Energy Reader, Oracle of Truth, Channeller, Visionary and Contactee”
"Uncover, Illuminate, Adress and Shift..." - Evolution is an alchemical process, it’s a transmutation, so if I have to give myself a label - I call myself an alchemist. I have the ability to transmute the negative energies of humans and neutralise it. This is something that can be done only in the physical vessel. Conduits are those of us who sign the contracts to help eliminate negativity from the planet. It’s a very difficult job. But by now everyone is dealing with dense energies because the realm is closing to my understanding.
So I help others to understand the complexities of a human journey, the conditioning, trauma, delusional loops of mind, stuck emotions, illnesses etc. by giving them information that can help them to get unstuck, move forward, to detach from the challenging experiences so they can start seeing themself for who they truly are.
I am someone they call a human air conditioner or in other words a “shit filter”. I act as a conduit, an antenna, and a receiver of information that I filter through my physical body, and it is not something that I can turn off, the more sensitive you are the more intense it gets and also the shadows and traumas come to surface in my presence. If you meet any galactic being all your shit will come out, the density can not exist in that frequency. That is just how energy works.
I am Clairvoyant and have an unbreakable bond with the other side, I am pragmatic, I hold a vision for humanity & the New Earth and I am a keeper of the timeline where Humanity is going Interstellar...
My mission here in this incarnation is to recognise the different states of consciousness & fearlessly speak into the truth of another's state of being so they may learn to detach themselves from current low vibrational states, falsehoods and illusions.
I work mainly with Starseeds to guide them on their human journey through this intense physical experience. I help others to understand the complexity of this Reality, Quantum field and Multidimensionality, I help them to navigate through Spiritual Awakening, and redirect them to the right path. I have been focusing mainly on the Shadow Work, on the body & mind - releasing emotional baggage, pointing out limiting beliefs, assisting with Ego Death... And shine the light on the Shadow that many of us avoid or are afraid to look at. I am Voidwalker. I'm gifted to see through illusions of the human mind, I can clearly see when one is operating in falsehood or low vibration and I can deeply see the truth in any situation. That is because all my chakras are opened including the crown / that is how the 3rd eye works - You see everything as it is… Every Human has this ability
They often called people like me "The Empath," but beyond that label, & this highly misused term in the New Age community, Highly sensitive people or so-called Empaths are "trained" and placed into families with very difficult dynamics for a very specific reason. As hard as it can be “that environment” acts as a training ground for the mission they came here to carry out. Empaths are great intuitives, healers, counsellors, therapists, spiritual teachers, mediators, peacemakers, psychics, visionaries, energy workers, shadow workers, astrologers, artists, alchemists etc.
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I have been working mainly with Starseeds and other higher consciousnesses that have a hard time coping with human existence. Those who have repressed memories from childhood, trauma, addictions of any kind, or self-destructive behaviours, are loners, need direction in life or need help to discover what is unconscious and bring that into conscious awareness so they can move forward and detach themselves from the harmful or outdated patterns, thought loops, low vibrational noise and subconscious programming. I often hold a safe space for those who are on "the edge," guide them through the dark moments and give them a sense of belonging when things get really intense and lonely. Those who are injured, emotionally exhausted or traumatized, neglected, or are victims of any other similar circumstance.
I also act as a bridge between physical & non-physical, I organise Starseeds and help them on their journey, with whatever is currently pressing them, sometimes connect them to their mission or to other starseeds, and sometimes just give them the information they need, or uncover something from their dreams, or just open them to their multidimensionality and their own Star Families or guides… Often there is some sort of activation happening when we connect one-on-one.
Field of study:
I spent most of my teenage years in the library. I read almost everything available at that time on the topic of psychology, from dream analyses to Jung, Freud, Adler, Frank… etc. Anatomy of the Human Destructiveness by Erich Fromm and I was always deeply interested in human psychology and how the mind operates. At the age of 19, to my great surprise, I was recommended by someone in the college and was selected by a group of psychologists in a local Psychological Center to get trained in something called “Peer to Peer” program. Back then it was a newly established “prevention program” for the school system to assist teenagers in a complicated addictive environment full of gambling, drugs, and other addictions and toxic family dynamics. When I look back I can see that everything was preparing me to become a counsellor now. It was a fascinating journey… My studies didn’t end here…
Later I have become interested in habits, patterns, discipline, mastery and anything that has to do with personal development. I took plenty of courses and was always after becoming the best version of myself. When I hit the hard bottom I bumped into Sadhguru and took his Inner Engineering course. After my Kundalini awakening, I needed to understand energy and my field of study changed. Convoluted Universe books from Dolores Cannon & Hypnoses were my very first tools on top of that. I needed to get the terminology right of what is happening to me so I spent almost 5 years in Hermit Mode and was dealing with the trauma and everything I accumulated in this lifetime emotionally & energetically. And of course, on top of that, while doing a lot of traditional yogic practices and after all those mystical experience that comes with it, I realised that I belong to that group of chosen ones that have been clearing also transgenerational trauma that comes from the 7 generations before. It was intense. The story is very long so you will discover parts of it in my videos & on my blog…
Inner Engineering, Sadhguru
Kundalini Yoga Science, Guru Jagat
I have about +- 3300 hours of Kriya Yoga practice installed in my body
Channelling Class with Lorie Ladd & I was a member of her Cosmic Circle for 2yrs - I learned to Astro Travel & Bilocate there and a lot more
Advanced Channelling Class with Daniel Scranton
Quantum Manifestation with Marina Jacoby - advanced, very scientific Quantum Physics
Astrology & Human Design, Chaldean Numerology studies *ongoing…
Kriya & Raja Yoga, Chakras, Kundalini Science, Hatha Yoga, Consciousness, Samadhi, Astral Projection, Psychic Development, Remote Viewing, Clairvoyance, Tarot, Spirituality & Art Therapy, How The Reality is Created, Magic, Psychology of Trauma, NeuroScience, Hypnoses, QHHT by Dolores Cannon are a few of the topics that I have been diving into the past 6 years but mainly my meditation practice and my personal, mystical and out of the body experiences and of course, Kundalini Awakening and Art are ingredients that makes me into who I am today.
Natural Interest about Out of the Body Journeys & Psychic Phenomena, Analyses, Chanelling, Technology, Ascension Mechanics…
I receive messages via absolute knowingness, telepathy, dream state, visions, drawing, meditation, art and sound. I see my chakras, hear the frequency of this construct and the changes in it and I have visions. A lot of stuff comes to me through synchronicities, automatic writing, music & art. My 3rd eye is pulsing and I am pretty much aware of what is happening in the body, Astrologically, energetically and psychologically.
I never see black when I close my eyes. I had multiple experiences out of the body and in otherworldly worlds.
My Art is a part of the journey.
Trauma & The Past:
I never felt that I belong anywhere here on Earth. My family unit was so dysfunctional that it often made me sick to the stomach and my journey was very lonely. I have been humiliated for being different, for knowing things about others that I was not supposed to know. At school, I could come to conclusions in math without being able to explain how I got there, and I was being called a liar, cheater, often ridiculed, laughed at and manipulated by the family members and sacrificed for the agenda of others. My creativity wasn’t supported, my authenticity was suppressed and my sensitivity was none-acceptable.
It was deep communism, my parents divorced when I was 6, life was difficult and my mother was very young and depressed. We lived in lack until the fall of the regime. One of those profound revolutions in the history of humanity took place in 1989 - the Velvet Revolution. I am one of those souls who clear this trauma for the collective - poverty, scarcity, victimhood, suppression, manipulation, direct programming, infiltration in the families, fear, mental torture and such are a few that are part of that trauma. I was 12 when communism fell.
I thought most of my life that there is something really wrong with me. There was no one like me and I felt alienated to such an extent that I became self-destructive. But consciousness can not self-destruct. It always creates ways how to move you into a safer space. I managed to preserve myself by finding my way back to the source through creative practice - pottery & drawing but I isolated myself and was mainly coping with the choking monotony of ordinary existence…
Later, I chose the “realm of hungry ghosts” to actually be able to have some relationships. I did drugs for a while, alcohol, smoked, fucked around and partied a lot. I didn’t see my way out, but to try to “fit in” and the pleasure realm was the option - extremes…
I am an intense person, I go fully in so my experiences are wast and my wounds are deep. But it’s totally OK, it all seems like a very distant memory by now. I have healed a big chunk of my trauma and I feel more and more whole. I am not saying I am done though but the purpose of the kundalini is such, to eliminate everything that is not you and what was installed in your subconscious - it’s an extreme and I could handle that - no doubt. So I spent almost 6 years mostly with my face on the bathroom floor. Releasing the baggage of the past was really really intense. I toughened up for sure. I transformed in a big way and it was Kriya Yoga that helped me the most. My First teachers were Sadhguru, Lorie Ladd & Guru Jagat - in that order. You probably know the famous line: “When the student is ready the teacher appears… “ Yeah… There is no coming to spirituality without suffering. And then you suffer through the spiritual process even more but one day you stabilise enough to stay unshakable and are able to face whatever challenge life throws at you.
Kundalini has her own intelligence and very specific purpose, it’s almost impossible to explain the entire experience to people because Kundalini can be only experienced. It’s like telling someone who has never eaten a peach what a peach tastes like. It’s a transformational process & it changes your consciousness. It also changed my art.
About my ART:
“The Beauty in the Shadows”
Those of you who know my artwork know that some of my pieces bring you to "places." It’s like a portal into another world… My work is multidimensional - no doubt. But there is also a lot of Shadow in it to address what needs your attention or awake, activate or shift something that is hidden internally.
“I am a channel of an archetype either through art or knowledge”
I have been drawing since I could hold a pencil. But it used to be my way how to deal with “loneliness” in the household I used to live in as a child. Before my Kundalini awakening, I was doing the regular stuff, nothing exceptional. Hand Build Pottery, Anatomical Illustration, Custom Tattoo Design, Graffiti, Graphic Design, plus Internet Marketing on top of that. I also used to upcycle broken inner tubes into one-of-a-kind bags and run a small brand under the name Innervy that I closed down due to the Kundalini Awakening. (*You can see my old work on Behance).
When Kundalini woke this very intense energetic experience pulled me in another direction and I was blasted into new territory.
I never saw the world through the same lens again, my consciousness changed and my artwork dramatically changed with it.
I entered the most challenging time of my life - the awakening.
My Artwork Switches, shifts and often reconnect one to the true essence of who they are. I am a conscious Artist and I am aware that my art is channelled. It holds information beyond the words and often activates people. It opens people also to the none physical. It’s my connection to the source that is present and that makes the difference. You can always recognise an artist that meditates from the one that doesn’t. It’s visible in his or her artwork.
“I challenge and I trigger... Hidden traumas, unfinished internal wars, Ego and the shadow get illuminated in my presence, which is not intentional, I can’t turn this off. I stick fingers into the wounds, bring certain uncomfortable feelings to the surface, destroy the delusional states and make people uncomfortable...”
Uncover, Illuminate, Adress & Shift... are words that I can identify myself with right now in this stage of my life. I am a meditator, and I receive creative downloads often in a form of visions, written words or telepathy.
I am a multidimensional being having a temporary human experience and "That" is Who “YOU” are too. I hope you find here valuable information and help in times when you need it the most. We are all in this together and helping each other to navigate this human experience to our best abilities…
So… Welcome and let the ride begins...